Here are some mostly old and outdated shitty drawings I never did anything with, background character edition. Seriously none of this is anything interesting. Don't expect much. There's only a few things anyway....jee I thought I had more...

What does s/he do too much of? Drinking (though it has little effect, health wise), having hot hot sex
Too little of? Being nice
Most prized possession: her scythe probably
-Why? because it's her weapon and she has had it since she was a little thing

UNCATAGORIZED:
Person character secretly admires: Not really secret, not really admiring.
-Why? because she doesn't 'admire'
Person character was most influenced by: uhh....hmm...Ichi, I guess?
-Why? Because she fell in love with him and therefore had to make MANY HARD DECISIONS. 
Most important person in character's life before story starts: BEFORE? Prrrobably Guy I guess :T
-Why? because he friended her after she was exiled and she started feeling EMOTIONS for him. So I guess that was the start of the whole uh...ability to....have...some scrap of love for something
How does character spend the week before the story starts? The WEEK before? Looking for a place to live, I guess? A week is nothing.

OH MY GOD IM DONE HOLY SHIT

IF YOU READ THIS ALL THEN I WILL PERSONALLY CONRGRATULATE YOU

Sometimes I say the stupid things
I think
I mean, I- sometimes think the stupidest things
Do you ever wonder
How the girl feels


Was gonna bitch n' rant, but I didn't feel like it so HAVE A MEME! 
And some song lyrics

Not really, I just like the song :B
Guess what this journal is about

guess

HAY THIS IS NOW A SKETCHDUMP

HAVE SOME CRAP
 

Sup I figure its time for another riveting edition of BITCHING ABOUT MY LIFE 

TL;DR: Im stressed and have a huge project to do, Im leaving for 9 days, I have no friends anymore and Im still upset over my ex. Also, animals.
 

Can't sleep, zombies will get me

Can't sleep, zombies will get me

Uhhh sup guys It's nearly 6 am and I haven't slept at all ahhaa. Okay well i went to sleep at like 1, but then my mom woke me up an hour later because she had to take my uncle to the hospital. So now im here. ....alone. in the huge, creepy, cold house that gives me the jibblies. Im not a little weenie who's afraid of being home alone
this house just is so......unwelcoming and generally creepy. So I decided to stay up.
 

Until 6am because that's when the sun comes up right yeah and usually someone is here by 6. Usually. Fuck I am so tired oh my jesus this is not helping my throat at all.
AS FOR MY LIFE
I GOT ASKED OUT BY THIS GUY I MET A WHILE AGO
He's pretty chill, but he is really um.....conservative. I guess its ok not like im gonna marry him or anything. I was gonna ask this other guy out, since I was free today, but of course i suddenly come down with SCRATCHY THROAT ILLNESS. THIS MUST BE A SIGN. GOD DOESNT WANT ME TO GO OUT WITH HIM APPARENTLY.

Also someone just said something about how they may be coming to visit me afterall! I don't really know a proper way to react. I mean auh what if they back out again, should i make plans or just wing it i mean its kind of a big thing fuck fuck *stress* oh well at least i still might get to have hot, hot sex  quality time with a friend!

Okay well it's light out and birds are chirping and my hamsters are running in their loudass wheels. I guess that means its morning! Im so tired, I will probably read back on this and be like "what the fucking shit is this shit"

I don't know
Alright sleeping all day
 

DONT YOU HATE IT WHEN YOU REALLY WANT TO SAY SOMETHING

BUT YOU CAN'T JOURNAL IT ANYWEHRE BECAUSE WHOEVER IT IS ABOUT WILL SEE IT
I have no where to blog my stupid bitching

BUT ITS OK WHATEVER

IT'S PROBABLY JUST ME BEING BITCHY AND IRRATABLE
PROBABLY DUE TO THE HORRIBLE CRAMPS 

I'LL JUST SIT HERE AND EAT CHOCOLATE AND PET MY CAT
AND WATCH THE LION KING

I CAN'T DEAL WITH FRIENDS BECAUSE I GET TOO MAD WHEN THEY'RE STUPID
this is why i don't have too many

 

ANOTHER MEME

WHY YES INDEED

Im going to some weirdass dance....ball thing tonight. Like ballroom dancing and wearing fancy dresses. Oh, I know what you're thinking. "OH RI, YOU CAN BALLROOM DANCE?"

No.
Im just going because there are alot of cute guys there.

SO WE'LL SEE HOW THAT GOES HRMMGNHR

HAVE A MEME IN THE MEANTIME

( NURR A MEME  )

I HAVE THE ANXIETY TONIGHT 

SO IM CALMING MYSELF WITH ANOTHER DELICIOUS MEME
THIS IS A STUPID GIRL MEME I TOOK FROM GNAT
NOT LIKE PEOPLE REALLY READ THESE ANYWAY BUT HAY WHATEVER
 

SO NOW I PRESENT TO YOU THE SEQUEL TO THE BROADWAY HIT CAPS MEME, CAPS MEME 2:

HEY GUYS IM STILL ALIVE 

HAVE A MEME FAGGOTS

THIS TIME IT'S ALL IN CAPS

-First thing you wash in the shower?
HAIR

- What color is your favorite hoodie?
UM RED I THINK

- Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
NO

- Do you plan outfits?
NOT USUALLY 

- How are you feeling RIGHT now?
CAPS

- Who was the last person you kissed?
MY EX

- Person before that?
A FRIEND OF MINE (DRAMA ENSUED)

- What are you craving right now?
NOT BEING ILL

- What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
CABBAGE

- Do you make prank calls?
NO

- Ever hooked up with some one out of state?
NOT YET
JUST YOU WAIT, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

- Do you sleep with any stuffed animals?
ONE, AND SOME LIVE ANIMALS

- Would you dance to the taco song?
WHAT

- Have you ever counted to 1,000?
PROBABLY

- Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
USUALLY JUST LICK IT, BITING INTO COLD THINGS MAKES MY TEETH HURT

- Do you like anyone right now?
UM YES YOU COULD SAY THAT

- What do you think of crickets?
I DON'T

- Have you ever met a celebrity?
SURE

- Do you like cottage cheese?
NO

- What are you listening to right now?
IM WATCHING BEETLEJUICE

- Would you go sky diving?
NO PROBABLY NOT

- Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
SURE MAYBE

- Would you throw potatoes at him?
I DON'T THINK SO

- Is there anything sparkly on you?
YES

- Do you rent movies often?
NO

- Who sits behind you in your math class?
IM NOT TAKING MATH

- Can you count backwards from 74?
NO

- Who are you going to be with tonight??
NO ONE SINCE I GOT FUCKING SICK UGH

- Brown or white egg?
EITHER

- Ever been on a train?
YES

- Ever told someone you loved them?
YES.

- Do you have a cell phone?
YES

- Are you a virgin?
  HAHA NO

- Any kids?
NO EW

- What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
IDK

- Ever had cream puffs?
YES

- Ever had Breaded Shrimp?
NO

- Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
NO

- What was the last question you asked?
WHAT?

- What was the last CD you bought?
CD'S?!

- What is/was your bus number for school?
LOL BUSES
THOSE ARE FOR THE PEASANTS

- Is your hair curly?
SEMI

- Last time you cried?
A WHILE AGO

- Ever walked into a wall?
YES

- Ever walked UP a wall?
YES

- Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
IDK

- Favorite time of the year?
SUMMER

- What's your favorite number?
DON'T HAVE ONE

- Favorite colors?
PURPLE, GREEN/CHARTUSE OR W/E THAT IS


- Do you have any piercings?
NO I CAN'T GET ANY THEY WOULD BECOME INFECTED 

- Do you have any tattoos?
NO

- Who was the last person you held hands with?
UM...THIS CUTE AS FUCK GUY AT THIS LAME DANCE THING

- Do you sleep with the TV on?
NO

- Do you like your life right now?
SURE I GUESS

- How do you feel about 'love'?
ITS ALRIGHT

- What is your favorite animal?
CHEETAH

- Do you have good vision?
ITS GETTING WORSE

- Can you hula hoop?
YES

- Could you ever forgive a cheater?
HMMM JEE LETS THINK ABOUT THIS WOULD I EVER DO THAT HMMM
NO I ALREADY MADE THAT MISTAKE ONCE
IT WASN'T WORTH IT

- Do you have a job?
NO

- What are you wearing?
RED COMMUNIST PARTY TSHIRT, UNDERWEAR (IM SICK IN BED SHUT UP)

- What does your hair look like?
AWESOME 

- Ever climbed out a window?
YES

- Can you handle the truth?
YES

- What was the most recent thing you bought?
UM A CANDY BAR

- How often do you talk on the phone?
NOT OFTEN PHONE TALKING IS WEIRD.

- What's the longest you talked to someone on the phone?
A FEW HOURS WITH MY EX 

- Do you hate/dislike more than 3 people?
YES

- Are you sarcastic?
SOMETIMES

- Have you ever slapped someone?
YES

- Do looks matter?
YES

- Do you use chapstick?
WHEN I HAVE TO

- Are you too forgiving?
NO NOT REALLY

- Do you own something from Hot Topic?
YEAH SOME OLD STUFF, YOU KNOW BEFORE IT WENT ALL SCENEKID AND LAME

- Do you own a gun?
YES

- Where are you located?
EARTH

- Have you ever been in a castle?
YES

- Do you like your hair?
YES

- Do you like yourself?
YES IM AMAZING

- When was the last time you talked on AIM?
I AM RIGHT NOW

- Random statement.
RANDOM STATEMENT

- What are you doing today?
LAYING HERE SICK

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't think I made any last year
 

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
THIS WOULD BE DEPRESSING AND BITTER SO I SKIP IT
 

I AM ONCE AGAIN REASSURED IN MY GROWING BELIEF THAT ALL GUYS ARE WEENIES

Im bored and forever in a pissy mood

HELP IT WONT GO AWAY

AUGH

Im afraid to talk to someone I should talk to because I know I'll end up chewing their head off

So I followed Bis's example and decided to make a list of new years resolutions

He'll never get you,
He will never understand.
He'll never get you, you can find a better man.

This might be the time to break downnnnn

I like music hruruurrr

I totally forgot about my LJ

I KNEW IT WOULD HAPPEN

I am sorry u_u

Uhhhh nothing is going on at all

college is frustrating

people are frustrating

also this past year sucked and when I think back about it I feel all weird and sad

my special feelings are all confused

CAN YOU SAY INTERNAL CONFLICTS?! I CAN

this song is making me sad

also i can't find my FUCKING CAMERA CHARGER GODDAMN

The answer is

No, probably not

wow that was horrible

HORRIBLE

HEY GUYS DID YOU KNOW I LIKE MEMES

DID YOU KNOW THAT

( SHIT NO ONE CARES ABOUT )

TURNING OUT TO BE KIND OF DEPRESSING THOUGH

Oh well

HAVE A NICE MEME

I STOLE IT FROM....everyone

(LOL wow)

ღ I'm single.
ღ I'm in a relationship.
ღ I'm available.

(HAHAHAHA CONFUSING ISN'T IT)

I really have no idea what Im going to use this for.

Maybe rants, profound thoughts?

Doodle dumps?

A journal?

WHO KNOWS

WHATEVER IT'LL BE, IM GONNA START OFF WITH A MEME

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Marina
2. Ri
3. 'hey you'

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. wildhorses345
2. khassehs
3. rispirit

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My general appearance (hurf durf i like me :B )
2. Im pretty level-headed
3. Confident

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Paranoid
2. Untrusting
3. I hold grudges

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ETHNIC HERITAGE:
1. Greek
2. Celtic
3. i don't even know

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. mirrors at night
2. waking up and everyone is gone. everyone.
3. plenty of other things

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Internet
2. Food
3. Air

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. underwear
2. boxers
3. tank top

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. The Fratellis
2. Arctic Monkeys
3. Disturbed

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment):
1. A Heady Tale - The Fratellis
2. Saline the Salt Lake Queen - Rasputina
3. D is for Dangerous - Arctic Monkeys

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 5 MONTHS:
1. Volunteering at Project Wildlife
2. draw on more shoes
3. actually making more friends

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. HONESTY COUGHCOUGH
2. chemistry
3. humor

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I tried to kill someone once
2. I've been to Antarctica
3. Im terrified of snakes

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. hair
3. body type

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing
2. Horseback riding
3. Chatting

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. MORE LIKE SOMEONE  eh eh
2. Have it be my birthday
3. Sleep

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Exotic animal trainer
2. Animal management
3. pfft...artist

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Hawaii
2. New Zealand
3. Africa

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Kill someone
2. Help save a species
3. idk

THREE KIDS' NAMES:
(girl)
1. Lump Lumpkin
2. September Cheeseman
3. Leap Bun
(boy)
1. Punch Cunningham
2. Snapper Wellington
3. Grasping Stranglehands

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I don't mind getting dirty
2. Im strong
3. Im messy

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. I care alot about my looks
2. I spend alot of time on clothes/hair/makeup
3. I love a dude

 

So I made one of these...things....

EVERYONE ELSE WAS DOING IT

I WANTED TO BE COOL

8(

Am I cool yet?

As you can see Im just a wealth of fascinating subject matter